I'M NOT ACTUALLY DEAD HAHA SURPRISE

Guys it's been almost a year since I last blogged on here.

I know, A lot of you probably thought I was dead. I would think the same too if I were in your shoes.

Is that normal? No probably not.

If I was dead though my funeral would be pretty gucci I think, idk.

It's the end of Summer. I'm not sure if I should be excited or extremely depressed. I'm kind of a mixture of both; that is just kind of how I always am.

This Summer has been good actually, for the most part. Part of me never wants it to end, while the other part of me is screaming, "MAKE IT STOP FOR GODS SAKE I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE"

I think the reason part of me wants Summer to end is because everyone expects you to be a certain way or do certain things. Like go outside. Or be really tan.

The outside world is terrifying to me. I basically stay inside all day eating chips and hiding under my covers.


Let's be honest here I'm whiter than Edward Cullen's left butt cheek there's no way I'm gonna EVER get tan. Or if I do get tan it's really uneven and I look like a piece of toast.

So basically I'm like clear.

Summer scares me. It always has, but actually this Summer was in fact kind of nice.

I'm sorry I haven't blogged lately, I missed you guys, even if you didn't miss me.

I'm not exactly sure why I haven't written on this blog lately. Maybe it's because I'm scared. Scared of disappointing.

You're probably thinking "So what if someone on the internet doesn't like you? You'll most likely never meet them, so why care?"

Well. It's not easy. Any sort of criticism does hurt my feelings.

lol I'm sensitive :^)

I cry a lot.

Or if I don't wanna be a weenie and cry all the time I punch things.

Like small dogs.

I'm totally kidding. I don't punch dogs hahahahaahahaaahahahahahahahahaha I punch children.